Missing my kids

I am so glad my kids got to spend the weekend at their grandparents, but I have missed them so much. I had anxiety Friday with even the thought of them away from me, even though it has been relaxing, and my house has stayed clean, I have realized that my life is so blessed to have these three little children to care for. I guess it is weekends at Gramman's and Pa's that make you remember how much you treasure your babies and really don't mind the mess and chaos. Richard and I got to spend so much time together and I am so thankful for that. He truly is my world! I am excited to get them home this afternoon and get all their hugs and kisses. Porter has never been away from me until now so I am anxious to see how he will act. Carolyn said the first night when he was going to sleep he kept saying "Mom". I am so grateful to be their "mom".